He
He was the air I breathed
he was my hearts chocolate
my heart became addicted
high from all the bull S.ugar.H.oney.I.ce.T.ea.
He made me feel free
needed, wanted
tons of guys try everyday
but he was the one I wanted
My confidence sprung down low
when it came to him I was lost
lost so completely
no guy had ever affected me this way
I was so deep under I was almost drowning
Feeding into stuff that later would be harmful
I can't believe I gave myself to him
not physicially but emotionally
I almost let him in all the way
and I almost let him stay
But he went away and hurt me
I learned from my mistakes
He will never get that close again
He will always be able to
control my senses
and that scares me
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