Have I Changed
People tell me that I’m not the person I use to be
Tell me what has changed about me
Is the thought that I don’t want to be lonely
Or is it the thought of me literally
Have I strayed more away from Ty
Because I busy worrying about some guy
Have I gave up all my needs
In this reality
Just so some guy can be with me
Have I changed because I’m afraid to be alone?
And remained by my self
Because it feels only in my mind that I need to be with someone else
Have I changed because I don’t spend much time with my son?
Because every day I’m always on the run
Have I changed because people made me changed?
Or I made my self actually
Changed
People don’t know how I feel or even know what’s going on with me
And if they knew
I wonder how would they looked or think of me
Probably the same way they think or looked now
What am I supposed to say to that wow?
When I sit here and think about it I have changed
Not because of Zaya
And not because of Drew
But because of the emptiness I felt inside after it felt like I lost the love of my life
Ever since drew my life has changed
Not because of them but because of me
Feeling lonely
Not knowing how to be alone
Knowing that it’s ok to be alone
Because being alone hurts
And nobody likes being alone
But I guess if that person is bringing you down
There is no other option but to turn your life around
Before every thing you work so hard for all comes to an end
And at the end nothing has been accomplished
And everything you work hard for is gone
And their wont be nothing to do but think about how wrong everything has gone
I guess the best thing for me to do is be alone for a while
So that my life can grow
And I can accomplished more than I ever wanted in life
Because you never know what you have until is gone
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