Save me your lies, just spare me the time Beginnings and endings now hard to define Greying and hazy, the edges have blurred A hollow abyss but I'll never learn No places to hide or discard this regret No matter how dirty I'm willing to get Haggard delusions of honeymoon bliss Rasping last breaths through lifeless blue lips Calloused,controlled, bloodied and bruised I've a heart and a soul that I'm learning to use I hate how I wait, standing in line Parading and flaunting your evil designs Yet still, you abuse once my senses are dead I can't feel the beat so i claw at my chest To check I still function, I'm being, I fight To de-humanise me will come at a price 17th May 2011