Guilty Conscience
Head pounding
Heart breaking
you feel that shake
the earth is quakeing
"I will stand alone"
What the hell was I thinking
Ending every chance for friendship
See all this hate I've been making
I seek forgiveness
A new quest I'm taking
But to open up and fall
The result will be devastating
I'm stuck not knowing what to do
This battle is never ending
And it seems that no matter what I do
My good intentions are failing
If I should break again
It'll be as tragic as a train derailing
But I can't risk fighting this war alone
Look at all these children
They all deserve a home
Something I don't deserve but got
These kids need help
And I want to provide alot
Church missionaries doing all they can
When they ask for help
We should all lend a hand
I'm tired of hearing about it
I want to do something about it
But I can't without help
I'm useless without it
I need to decide who I am
The mean loner I seem to be
Or the nice loving kid my parents used to see
The world is cold
People will stab you in the back
Its happened so many times to me
That I wont risk going through that
All it is is a fear
Stopping me from doing
A task that I hold dear
A huge pain in my rear
But during every homeless comercial I see
Down my face runs a tear
The guilt that I was saved
And so many wasn't
And the thought of helping them all
Sure seems so pleasant
But its friendship and help I'm lacking
Instead of each other
Its poverty we should be attacking
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