Love Poem: Growing Pains
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Written by: Cmack Estevez

Growing Pains

Growing pains
It’s hard to breathe.
I can’t live 
Your existence is too far distance
My growing pains is pointless

I feel heartless Joleen.
I’m crying with tears
I’m dying without you.
My heart feels hate.
My mind feels negativity.
My skull    collapse my creativity.
The veins aches my growing pains.

Girl I   need you back in my arms.
Please don’t go

I don’t want to fight
I don’t want you to be mad
I don’t want to hurt you
Damn these causes growing pains
My lady won’t talk to me.
What am I’m going to do 
It’s so hard to heal these growing pains.
Playing ball with my suffering injury   isn’t my option anymore.
The words of the poems I bring  releases my pain and emotions.
I want my girl to love me and talk to me again.
I’m sorry that you feel that I’m disrespectful to you and don’t love you  but sometimes a brother needs a nasty talking of loving intimacy.
I can’t help it 
My sexual addiction of thoughts can’t be let go 
I need dirty talking but that’s just being human.
I love you
I’m sorry
Please don’t be mad
My growing pains is suffocating and beating me inside my ice box.
I collapse without sexual healing
I collapse when my heart aches
Your existence  means  so special to me
Damn my growing pains of    thoughts is killing me.
Joleen I need your healing
Please talk to me
Give me a sign
I love you
I apologize
If I had one wish then the wish would be you near me eternally.
I love you
Your melody in my head turns into a beautiful red roses that makes your melody of sound stuck on replay replay.
My shawty has tons of melody’s that is stuck in my head screaming replay replay and I love it.
My growing pains needs to go
My growing pains needs  healing
I need sexual healing
I need Joleen to help my addiction
My growing pains hurt
My growing pains kill me
My growing pains aches my heart
And lastly it’s a weakness of hopelessness.