Love Poem: Graceful Loyalty
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Written by: J.W. Earnings

Graceful Loyalty

You sounded so lovely 
When you were a million miles away from me
You are the thorns on my side
My humility scratched away your pride

It’s a love-hate relationship frankly…honestly…

I still hold on to graceful loyalty
Because you make me feel this royalty
When deep down inside,
I feel like a disaster and something in me has died

I want you back in my arms…
I would never do you harm…
I wonder if you’d ever feel me next to you
When you are alone in your room of doom…I haven’t a clue…
What I’m doing here, thinking of you with tears in my eyes
I feel this sudden, familiar fear…reduced to mere lies…

We made love several times…
Sorry for these lame rhymes…

I still hold on to graceful loyalty
Because you make me feel this royalty
When deep down inside,
I feel like a disaster and something in me has died

Sorry for my negativity by and by
I’m just painfully shy…and I don’t know why
I was a cheater and I’m sorry for that
I didn’t fall in love with her…now, I’m like a homeless cat,
Hopelessly gazing at the house of cleanliness…
I’m sick of feeling this filthy distress…
I just want success – 
I work hard for it – yes!
Illuminati puppets filled my eyesight on YouTube…
I didn’t mean to act insane…sorry if I act rude…

I still hold on to graceful loyalty
Because you make me feel this royalty
When deep down inside,
I feel like a disaster and something in me has died

I tried and I tried to tell you that you’re my one and only
I don’t want to be part of the crowd – I’ll remain the Lonely
I’m freezing fire to your soul…baby, I love you till the day I die
I’m drowning in my poverty pool…darling, don’t watch me cry

Give me your all and love me all night long
I bang my fist against the wall…I was wrong about you all along – 
You are the best thing 
You’re my everything
I miss you so much and I need you to abide by my side
I need you…I want you too…the stars above are shining bright tonight, so swallow your pride…
You’re going along with my bipolar ride…

I’m trying to get a grip…I’m swimming in the deep like a million otters
Rest in peace, sorrow 
I’m like an elegant, glittery ship against the raging waters…my heart still endures
Till the end of time, so no worries – there’s always tomorrow
To make it up to me
That you’ll stick by my side at all times…
Please excuse these lame rhymes

Instead, I’ll give you my graceful loyalty in return
Hopefully, I ease our relationship’s burn – it’s my turn
To give you all of me…
To give you all of me…
Prudence lies on my lips…
Your saliva of shameless sanity will drench them with affection
Maybe, one day, you’ll give me True, Divine Direction

Thank you kindly for your prudent pride 
Wait, I lied – but I forgive you…well, at least I tried
Rose pedals collapse in Your Right Hand
Then, suddenly, I understand where I stand

I gave you all of me
I gave you all of me
Because of my graceful loyalty
It was all because of your temporary freedom
Still waiting patiently for His Lovely Kingdom
Come, Kingdom, come

It’s a love-love relationship spiritually
When I’m with you, self-control is lost…physically…sensually…