Giving Up
I cut myself today
made me feel re leaved
since shes doing weed with her friends behind my back
and i think shes dating this 26 year old guy from her work
why not i do the same
theres a time for everything
and today wasnt my first and have a feeling not my last
my head was spinning
and my heart was racing fast
needed something to block out her lies and something to relieve the pain
im sick of holding my head down in shame
sick of having thoughts of her doing me wrong constantly going through my brain
sick and tired of her little games
feels like the 3 years we have been together is going down the drain
as push comes to shove
in the end all i wanted was her love
but i guess im not good enough
my heart has disintegrated
from all the guys she has dated
but i guess if shes happy thats all that matters
ill just stay around until the beat stops
and my heart shatters
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