Love Poem: Gaia Fission
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Written by: G. Jay

Gaia Fission

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To my unfaithful beloved lover, my unfaithful spurned lover
I’ve been placed in the heat of love's passion gone
Betrayed since love's first kiss perceiving you were my heart’s desire
Always begging me to come over, yearning to hold my hand 
I’m not taking this anymore, I’m the one to blame
From the heavens above, and the earth beneath
My soul is torn in this emotional game

Was it once love or is it now hate?  
I am drowning in my tears, I am suffocating in my fears
All of the false hopes and dreams dead and gone
All Melted into ashes to rise up and to be strong  
I am seeking for the remedy, the elixir of a new beginning

My mind wants to scream, my voice wants to choke
Pick me up, sunder my heart, I’m living alone in the dark 
With each drop that falls from the sky, I’m bleeding away your love 
This corpse of decay that once beat your name is setting me free for another love one day
Was it once love? I’m experiencing hate, 

I’m drowning in my tears, I’m suffocating in my fears
All of the false hopes and dreams dead and gone
All melted into ashes to rise up and to be strong  
I am searching for the ray of light for a new beginning 

After being lost in the desert of scorching lies, I fall into a bloody gushing river, a river of life 
Washing away the bruises from yesterday 
Peeling the vivid masquerade clowns from my face 
I see the reflection of a pulchritudinous figure being carved out of stone

I’m swimming in my tears, I’m overcoming my fears
All of the false hopes and dreams dead and gone…

Gentle hands upon rock foundation, the water flows freely
A sanguine drop on the rose petal nurtures a new creation 
Feel the warmth. Start moving. Feel, take the breath of life
Out of the ashes from hearts laceration, I’m resurrected in the light 

I am swimming in my tears, I am overcoming my fears
All the false hopes and dreams dead and gone
All melted into ashes to rise up and to be strong 
A new beginning, crossing the boundary to a new frontier