Fury
Look at what you have done
See what came out of joy
Twisted from pure happiness
To a state of somewhat coy
Smiles lasts for awhile
Then quickly turns to tears
With slight mental breakdowns
Followed by mental fears
Scenarios of the future
Attempted to push away
With fueled up visions
Of nightmares stuck on play
Curled up in blankets
Or stretched out in a tub
Hiding runny noses and sniffs
As my feet gently rub
Shaking fingers while typing
Running low on normal state
Functioning gears stopped turning
And all that is left is a headache
Sleepless nights
Along with worried thoughts
Of something happening
When I was not up
While choking back words
A lump forms in my throat
Since I do not want to bother
The people who care for me the most
Take a look at this picture
Full of fury from each twist
My heart was slightly broken
But still slowly being fixed
Will I change my ways?
You think that I would
The same way you met me
Sticks to me like glue to wood
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