Love Poem: Fuq Him Revised
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Written by: Norey Bailey

Fuq Him Revised

You know what
I’m so mad right now for real
I’m so mad I don’t even care
He don’ pissed me off 
I smiled that smile to get his attention
Needless to mention I sprayed that perfume to keep him reminiscing 
I put on them high-healed shoes showing my pedicured toes
And that short asss skirt just for my own damn health I suppose
Hum how dare him think I did it all to make him happy 
Fuq him and the oil I put on my body to make it shine (to keep my skin from flakin)
Cause I’m a woman who loves her man and 
Fuq him if he don’t love me
He got me frantically crying eternally
Dialing six numbers and hanging up on the seventh
I’m dialing seven numbers and hanging up on the first ring
I’m dialing seven numbers and hanging up when he answers
Cause I really don’t have shiit to say
Except for fuq you cause you don’t love me
He got me Up in the middle of the night turning the heat up 
And holding my pillow tight
Hanging out with old flings just to change the scene
Got me going to the store just to seem busy
Buying shiit that I don’t even need 
Sitting here reading this book about love that reminds me
To fuq him cause he don’t love me
That’s aiight cause I’m gon’ go holla at anotha nigga
Just to make him see
I’m gonna go holla at anotha nigga that expects the best out of me
I proceed to holla at anotha nigga but he don’t here me
And it’s not even that he don’t want to holla at me cause
Deep in mind I’m only dreaming
Cause I would wake with a thought of this nigga 
Reminding myself to fuq him cause he don’t love me
Curling my hair just to keep shiit right for this nigga 
Pretty underwear to show at night for this nigga
Pluckin all kinds of pubic hair for this nigga
At one point thought I’d give in quick for this nigga
I know I should for get this nigga
But I want to keep shiit legit wit this nigga
I want to hold and squeeze and love this man
Though for this man I have portrayed a fool 
I wrung myself out into a puddle of silly putty
 And I make more than him so it ain’t about the money
So Fuq that I love this nigga