From the Ashes of My Own Twisted Soul
From the ashes of Death’s Darkness covering me
Have I finally woke up and slowly peeled back the black veil
To receive the light in so many different ways;
From the ashes have I been saved and pulled out of my grave
From which I was in without ever realizing I was;
Stepping into the light feeling so at peace and looking around;
From the ashes has the Mother deemed me fit again
Has she seen in me the potential to be saved and help others now
Or has she just seen that I want to change now
From the ashes of Death’s chains holding me back am I freed
From the negative ways and actions of my capturer’s evil and deceitful ways
And into the hallowed light that everyone sooner or later finds
From the ashes of the fire in hell have I been freed
To wonder towards the light that truthfully scares some people
Or to wonder what it feels like to live in the light
From the ashes of pain and suffering inside my soul is there any
Left for to take from me and replace it with
The loving kindness and the love to love one another once and again
From the ashes of my soul broken by Death’s gates
Have I been pulled back from the horrible thing that would have had
Trapped me in my own version of condemned hell
From the ashes of my cold black lifeless heart is it really starting to
Wake up and beat with love happiness and joy
Of knowing that have have more that my soulmate in my corner to help me
From the ashes of my twisted brainwashed fantasy in my
Head is there a way to figure out what is reality and what
Was put there by people I thought I knew and once loved
From the ashes of my broken torn and scattered mind is there any
Way to save me from the pits of hell I have created
And thought I had nothing to answer to but it was only created by sin
From the ashes of my very own tortured soul is
There any was out of this grave and into the light my soul wants
So badly just to escape the deceit and evil wayed world
From the ashes of the Devil’s own twisted humor that likes to make
People turn away from their holy god for the
Fleshy sins and desires that even me had to overcome through time
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