Forever and Ever and Ever
I'm going crazy
At 17 I am in love with this girl
But some thoughts in my head making my mind in a whirl
Making me wanna sit in a curl
I don't know what to do when words like
Forever and ever and ever and ever
Are words being said
By you
And playing over and over in my head
I'm going crazy
Tryin not to let these words faze me
But when you say you'd die if we broke up
I don't know if I should lie
Or make up
Or break up
I just wanna run
Thoughts making me wanna lift a gun
I'm going crazy
These thoughts might just faze me
I bought you two rings that you asked for
Straight diamonds out the door
When these words came out your mouth I almost fell to the floor
Beause words like promise rings and wedding rings
And my crazy feelings
Are making me crazy
I don't know whether to run
Or hide with these feelings
These thoughts
These over emotional bleedings
Are killing me
Because girl your making me crazy
Because I miss being single it's
Less emotional
And I don't know
If I could hang with other girls anymore
Or
Do anything anymore
Cause
Forever is how long you'll be here for
So which is it
Walk out the door
Or
Keep doing what I've been doing every day before
Because I can't keep going crazy
It's just for the sake of me
And honestly I'm sorry
It's making me worry
And the words your saying are realy amazing me
But my mind is in a flurry making me worry and my mind is crazy I'm in a hurry
I
Don't know what i'd do without you but you got me questioning me
And
Who I wanna be
And secretly
I got these thoughts going through my head
Making me go crazy
I'm now letting myself be lazy
And letting myself be mean
But
Intentionally
Because honestly
I'm not quite happy
With me
Not you
It's not you that's worrying me
But it's me that's worrying me
But I don't know what id do without you so maybe it's more of a questioning of who or how'll
I'll Blame you
Cause it's going to come true
It's just a matter of who will break up with who
I just hope it's not me
Breaking up with you
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