For You Lord Ill Prove It
Taking this heart, trying to mold it, into what you want it to be,
Capturing it, holding it hostage, pretty soon I can't breathe,
I can see his controlling nature, selfishly from the door,
You don't want me, you want a puppet, and I am not that girl,
Years from now you'll notice, if you got your way,
If you managed to conform me, you wouldn't want me anyway,
Because this is not about loving me and accepting me for who I am,
This is all about loving and accepting yourself, so deep in control mode he can't understand,
What if I let you have your way, and become Your robot through life,
You would become stagnant in your growth, I could never be your wife,
And until you let go of the hold you have on yourself, and can truly see what it means to love another,
I can only remain your friend, because I love you too much, my brother,
And I will walk with you in friendship until you see the light,
And help prepare you to love yourself, before you take a wife,
And if this friendship diminishes when you finally find your way,
I will be clapping in the background on your wedding day,
And if you ask me later on, why did I even bother,
Its because my husband died at a young age, and I know what love is, my brother,
If it took me losing everything to see love clearly, in my heart it's worth it,
I live for for something much more dear, and for his love I'll prove it.
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