Fleeting
.
..
...
....
limitless love endless hate
well conceived thoughts
words to my ears
words to my mind berate
my heart my brain
limitless? without limits
limited
infinite immeasurable deluded impossibilities
you have my body you have my hours
you give me frowns amid fragrant flowers
wilting wilted wilt
want more more more pressure
make demands
I give less
try to find time to know what I'm feeling
the shadows from my walls
stretched so long send my mind reeling
so high so wide so deep
buried
bottled
bottled up myself so distant are my desires
elusive like sands through your fingers
or water in the cup of your hands
my self
myself so impalpable
scared to dissect
afraid of what I'll find shaken by the secrets
closed off in my mind
compartments for safety
locked doors without handles
never knowing myself a mystery unsolved
hear no evil see no evil
does not make one absolved
finding excuses I'm tired I'm wired
it's too late I'm too old
endless? without end
ended
....
...
..
.
|