Love Poem: Final Prayer
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Written by: Kasim Ishmael

Final Prayer

"Lord" I did my time on earth
I protected this life of yours
So many times I wanted to end it
But I never broke your laws

You have never forsaken me
So I hold on and kept my faith
And even when you know I was sinner
You still never differentiate

When she shattered my heart
I pray to you to ease my pain
And you kept me breathing
When you know I couldn't live again

"Please lord" if I did any good deeds
Please answer my final prayer
And please put me out of my misery
Please don’t ask me to live with out her

I can’t explain it lord, I really can’t
But I love her more than I love my life
And it hurts so much when I miss her
I’m dying just trying to survive

Just take me home lord
Please have mercy on my soul
I am nothing without her
And I’m so lonely in the world

And my mind is losing control
And I can’t hold back my emotion
And my tears keeps flowing 
Like a river to the ocean

I keep hearing her voice in my head
And it’s driving my crazy
Because she is talking
But she is not talking to me

She is somewhere far
And standing I’m right here
I prayer to you and I cried 
Now I think that you just don’t care

And I give faith every chance
And I kept my blood warm
I put my head down 
Grind my teeth and Face the storm

While the bleeding in my heart 
Keeps over flowing like a well
God please close my eyes
And my life has become a living hell

I did my deeds " lord
Now please take me home
I can’t live without her 
And just don’t want to live alone

She is the only woman 
That will ever enter my heart
And the hurting is unbearable
When we are so far apart

So I don’t even want to try
There is no use to
Please reach out your hands "lord
And take me home to you

This is my final prayer
I accept my faith
But" lord" please guide her to heaven
And just drop my off by hell’s gate