Fill Me Up
Fill me up
I'm a half empty cup
A hole the size of a puzzle
Is missing from my heart
This missing piece causes me grief
No matter how I try to shake it
At times you will find me sad for no reason
Sometimes I take a look back at my life
No amount of back tracking can heal
The scratch
There's no bandaid to protect it either
So the harsh wind blows
My insecurities continue to flow
As people let loose their opinions
Digging their nails into my wounds
My glass is leaking
Drop by drop
I feel more empty
When will it just stop
When will I feel full again
Full like I use to
No one can make amends
There's no church sermon
That I can absorb to fix this gap
There's just me
Living my life
Happily as one can be
Happily empty
Just know when I get quiet all of a sudden
It's because i'm thinking about this hole
This empty empty part of me
That no one else seems to know about
But it's there and i'm not full
I'm thirsty and hungry
and most of all just lonley
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