Feels Like Another Sleepless Night
Verse 1:
I should've been careful what I wished for
I know there's bound to be another open door
Of many opportunities
That could replace my nightmarish memories
Not everything is black and white, you see?
I wake up with no one by my side...can't you see that I'm not riding the waves of ecstasy?
I was the one that you adore
You were the one that I adore
Feels like my life is wasting away
Feels like another miserable day
Without you
To carry me through the night
Without you
Giving me the wings of flight
Oh oh ooh oooooh
Pre-chorus:
I should've be careful what I wished for
What I wished for
My wish was to stay with you for the rest of my life
I ran out of luck and I ran for my life...all my life...
I ran for my precious life...
Away from the insidious strife
My heart is constantly racing...it keeps on hesitating...
I'm scared to death because you don't love me enough
My mind's happy state is fading...fading...
I'm not prepared for another day to pretend to act tough
Chorus:
You walked away and slammed the door
You walked away and said no more...no more...
My heart pounds with pitiful pain and more
My heart is bleeding out because it's sore...
Ever since you left me in the dust,
I'm the penny that's reduced to rust
You took away sweet sleep from my eyes...
Feels like another sleepless night filled with truths and lies...
Verse 2:
Feeling myself fall apart all because of the heartless things you've said to me
Feeling myself scorch into flames all because you laughed at me as if I'm the one gone crazy
Am I crazy for being the way I am?
Am I crazy for being a gullible lamb?
I should've be careful what I wished for
What I wished for
My wish was to stay with you for the rest of my life
I ran out of luck and I ran for my life...all my life...
I ran for my precious life...
Away from the insidious strife
Oh oh ohh ooooh
I'm scared to death
I'm scared out of my wits...I'm out of breath...
I'm not prepared for another day to pretend to act tough
I guess my way of expressing love wasn't enough
Oh ohh ohh oooooh
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Chorus)
Verse 3:
I was the one that you adore
You were the one that I adore
But that changed in a blank of an eye
All along, I was living a cruel, unforgiving lie
I won't let myself down by letting you win this round...I will keep fighting until I feel like I'm done
I shall not wear a frown; instead, I should smile away the grief
You fled away in deep dismay, knowing you and I won't work out in the long run
I shall not lose hope right now, for God will give me plenty of relief
Oh so much relief...
Possibly, he can drown away the negativity
He can feed me desirable positivity instantly
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Bridge:
I'm wide awake and I don't know why...
Dying to understand the reason why
Feels like another sleepless night
I'm praying for the sake of healing my heartache...
Trying to will the pain away
My life is close at stake
Without anyone to embrace...
Come on, someone hit the brake
I'm breaking into pieces, knowing that I'm left without a trace
I'm left without a trace
Reflect my tiresome, grief-stricken face
Wishing for His grace and love to shower me down just in case
Now, I'm being careful with what I wish for
My last wish is to find that special someone in store
I will never regret, telling You what I wish for
Unfortunately, it feels like another sleepless night
I will probably regret, losing sleep over the one I did adore
Luckily, my beloved Father will lead me with His vibrant light...now, everything's black and white
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