Farewell
Who would have known the day I opened my heart.
We'd fall apart.
I showed you my vulnerability.
Then you lost your credibility.
It can't be a coincidence.
Maybe its your insolence.
I was ok that you needed space.
There were some things you 'needed' to face.
But you dissapeared without a trace.
What am I supposed to do.
I'm healing to.
But I would never leave you wondering.
I would never leave you begging for the phone to ring.
Not now.
But wow.
You know what hurts the most.
Is that I know you see my calls, but you choose to ghost.
I let you in
Thought you were my twin.
You just tossed me in the bin.
Is it with a grin?
Was this the plan all along?
To see how much pain you could prolong?
Question after question, my mind is spinning.
This was meant to be our beginning.
I'm going between justifying and being mad at you.
Because this all came out the blue.
When you told me I could give you my trust.
I believed you, for me it was must.
When I looked into your eyes I thought I saw honesty.
So you can imagine my shock, with your lack of integrity.
This isn't love.
Love is doing all you can and above.
Not something you just shove.
And that's why I'm letting you go.
Not even sure if you care to know.
But in the end this will help me grow.
Yeah I've cried.
But I've got the universe on my side.
One day I'll have love I deserve.
Something you will get to observe.
Im sure it will hit a nerve.
So yeah, I'll be ok.
You're the one with the price to pay.
Because you see me I'm one of kind.
Some have said a rare find.
In the end you have lost.
And look at what it has cost.
Deep down I'll always be that huge regret.
The 'what if' you can't forget.
But you need to know you have my forgiveness.
Depsite everything I want you to win in this.
There's no hate in my heart.
Even though we are apart.
For me this only the start
With this poem is my final cry.
My final sigh.
But most importantly my final goodbye.
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