False Lover
Chilling thoughts consume my mind,
I once found it hard to forget your kind,
Disturbing feelings dangle from former threads,
When I remember words you casually said,
Now you are just a ghost from long ago,
Yet, familiar spirits haunt me so,
I speak the word and then they flee,
You’re no longer the boss of me,
Nights underneath the moon so bright,
Over powered by his dazzling light,
It’s no wonder you had to quickly leave,
Someday the darkness you will dreadfully grieve,
Swollen by the times we shared,
Inside your box you were quite scared,
Spinning webs like you always did,
I made a vow and spoke my bid,
A pretentious weed stuck in poor soil,
At last my dear I need not toil,
In your garden of false delusions,
Our love was one massive illusion
I have bound you forever by his infinite power
I now know who I am in these final hours
I forgive your sin but surely you will die
Without repentance to the One who is more than just in the sky
My name has been erased from you
For I have grown inside, I have been made new
With a tree of life and a garden of love,
With roses that blossomed and birds which are doves.
Purity, restored in spirit body and mind
Never again will you be able to find.
Me, my heart, my future, my now
In time you will have to bow
And kneel
To the Creator and give an account for all the souls you tried to steel
But mine was preserved and your motives absurd
without these stories I would have had no glories
without the pain
My testimoney would be in vain.
Goodbye false lover,
Goodbye fake friend,
I always knew you and me would come to a chilling end.
By: Sabina Nicole
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