Love Poem: Eventually

Eventually

Eventually you will find someone
who you will love as I love you
I've been preparing myself for some time
but yet I still don't know what I'll do
Will she long to hold you in her arms
and to hear your voice each night
will she feel down when you feel down
will she want to make all your wrongs right
Eventually we will loose all we have
and I know I'll fall apart
will she long to look into your eyes
will she love you with all her heart?
I want to take you by the hand 
and I want to be the one
yet I cannot, because to you
all we do is just for fun
Eventually you will turn to me
with those beautiful, innocent eyes
you will not know how much it will hurt
because all this time my loves been in disquise