Love Poem: Don'T Know Who-..

Don'T Know Who-..

I don’t know who, 
To give my love to.
You don’t want it.
I thought you did.
I feel worse, 
Than a lonesome kid

I want to give it all to you,
Just like I used to.
I finally spoke up,
Almost a year ago.
I stated that I loved you,
For a long time.

Then you said that you didn’t,
Feel the same way.
At the same time,
You stated that you 
thought of me,
Every day.

After holding back that night,
I feel terrible. 
I should have stayed,
And gave my love,
Even if you saw me hysterical.
All of my feeling to make you happy,
I used to hide only to display
When we did our thing.

I thought you knew how I felt,
How when I put it on you,
You used to roll your eyes back ,
And lift your voice to sing.
Then I find out after all this time,
By not you but Mrs. Legit,
That it didn’t mean a bit.

Now you don’t call.
In actions not words,
Of your life you want me out
I know this without,
A shadow of a doubt.
I wish I had the same power
That she had to make you to
Stop calling. 

I wish that I could
Stop laying at home bawling.
I finally spoke up about,
My true feelings for you.
Now, I’m alone feeling blue.

That’s why I don’t know who
To give my love to 
The feelings I have for you
I used to give to substitutes
That did not work
I wish that you were not a jerk.

‘Cuz I really love you,
But you were never willing to,
Give us a  try.
I must face the fact,
That there’ll be no you and I.

I don’t know who, 
To give my love to.
You don’t want it.
I thought you did.
I feel worse, 
Than a lonesome kid