Love Poem: Don'T Call Me a Cheat

Don'T Call Me a Cheat

Am aware that am a cheat,
There is no need for you to repeat.
Despite there might be some facts,
Judge me not!  When to know the 'Why' you just can't.

The self comes first,
To look after "IT" is a must.
That why my feelings to one woman I just can't trust.
After the experience of my last short.

Love might be blind, but am not,
And am not a slave to it, because I know my worth.
These ladies are not loyal
And they expect me to treat them like royals

Am watching my back just in case,
Bea has ulterior plans in place.
For my smile not to erase,
I prepare for war when there is peace.

Am not living in my past, but I know the value of experience,
The lessons learned I'll use for the rest of my existence.
Am not using one to generalize the whole.
But the variables are the same, so I dear not wait for her plans to unfold.

I lost my believe,
I took the world to be relieved,
Day by day my face flood
When I got played by the only woman I used to love.

My plans are plain when to you I walk
True I be when we had our first talk,
If I go after your friend and the friend of her friend.
Am not trying to be cruel please try to comprehend

Am just watching my back because no one can,
And you can't assure me that you don't have a made up plan.
For that was the same experience I had with your same kind.
Besides man still die for the mistake of Adam