Love Poem: Divided Heart

Divided Heart

I don’t want to be the other half of 
something someone lost a long time ago.  
I’m not interested in being 
the better part of valour.  
Everybody learns the hard way,  
one way or another.  No matter 
how good you are at numbers,
you can only count up to broken, 
forever.
So eat your liver & onions. 
It should come as no surprise 
to discover the divided heart 
multiplies nothing. 
Any child can tell you 
love is invisible geography 
& Reality’s the only fiction. 
The more you look, the less you see. 
Like insects whose words are feelers, 
we strive to recollect the half-
remembered that deeply mattered, 
witnesses to rashness 
passing as bravery. 
Despite the bad jokes 
& Chardonnay 
there’s an absence of humour
In what we say. 
By resurrecting the dead we glorify 
our names, our reputations
as artists, misfits & revolutionaries. 
Savages together, 
we toast our mutual savagery – 
hear hear!! – the clinking solidarity
of well-heeled somebodies.