often i wonder in my vivid dreams when your fragrance sooth my soul and my whole existence depends on your breath did i love you enough enough to smother you when i look into your eyes the depth infinite i fear that i drown in the sea of love your face the radiance you spread fills me then i get lost in the mist of love the kindness the smile which resurrects dead men from their graves the light at the end of the tunnel of death did i see it do i deserve it i really dont know