Denial
Why are you avoiding my words?
Do I have to break it down in thirds?
Why are you so stubborn when this subject comes up?
You're creating a storm in my little teacup
Answer the questions for us to be in peace
For somewhere along the lines, my heart you still have the lease
Do you enjoy seeing me in the dark?
Or do you just like to add just a little spark?
I'm not mad but I am confused
You can still mend my heart, for it is just bruised
Questions float daily when your not around
When everything's quiet and there's not a sound
I know you've moved on but there still are some debts
For on my own side there are many regrets
Why don't you just talk and get this over with?
Make all your stories told, even after the myth
I can't hear you if you don't talk
Please don't think I am here to stalk
I just want answers to my deep concerns
For not answering my questions resorts to third-degree burns
What is the truth about you and I?
Why are you in a constant battle of deny?
She spoke her side and now it's your turn
Don't you think the truth I do earn?
For writing this down can explain so much more
I'm already aware that you said, "there's the door,"
But still little visions I tend to see
But still answers I deserve, about you and her, and you and me
One day we will come to terms what the truth is
It's not rocket-science --- this isn't a quiz
They're simple questions that need answers
But they're constantly in my head like Vegas dancers
So please find the words to answer these tales
Because the board is splitting with splintering nails
I don't want to hate you and I don't want shame
I just want every story to have it's own name
A who and a where, a what, why and a how
Are all of the simple answers that I seek now
Look at you as my inspiration
For a poem with this kind of dedication
To riot up my little nation
And to fully quiet my temptation
For simple answers and stories not told
To win my heart back in complete, full gold
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