Delusion of Love True love Nothing but a cruel delusion A game you play To survive In this concrete jungle Rushes of adrenalin Consume your emotions Floating on clouds of euphoria Then crashing like a tidal wave On the evening surf Choking on the candy coated dreams That bring you solace When acid rains inside your soul Believing in the lies of fairytales Walking blindfolded Into his chamber of death Needing his love to feel alive Existing only for an illusion Living for it everyday Even though we are left in lonely solitude In the cemetary of decaying love And shattered promises Time after time A rewarding demise Our instincts make us chase What will only bring us torment Like a hypnotic drug Addicted to the thrill Of this twisted merry go round of torture © 2008 Courtney Dyer