Love Poem: Death In Misery
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Written by: Abigail Tolar

Death In Misery

Dreams have been fading
like the colors I have seen.
The skies become gray,
my eyes bringing up tears,
filling the world with rain.

This pain has haunted me,
but shoving it in my mouth 
only has damaged me more.
Ignoring the loss of what’s around 
and now I have to face it.

To loose people I love,
and the man I desire
To have in my arms
is now not allowed to be near me,
And has been taken from me.

Taken for a gift,
stupid child who lives in greed.
While I live in this place,
the place is called “misery”.
As I feel this pain.

Please my love.
If you have to go, take this heart!
I do not need it no more,
It has only been making this pain worse.
Only made the person I am a horrible woman.

The blood of mine from the tear,
The slit to where my heart was.
Falling into the world filled with watch
the blood mixes with salty sea.
This is the body of water.

My eyes close to the pressure.
To burn the world I was in
changing the gray scale. 
Making it all black and silent,
I die drowning in pain.
Pain as harsh as life has ever been.