Dear Love ,
Dear _____ ,
You make me want to scream into a pillow,
Just so noone will hear me.
But they see that your "love" is hurting me,
More than you will ever understand.
I have so many things too say,
But I fear that nobody is listening.
I keep hearing the same answer,
Too my questions.
Someone once told me to ask a different question.
But what would I have to say?
Everyone wants me too say "I'm done."
But all I want to say "I don't want it to end this way."
Too much feelings, their getting caught up.
I forget the feelings i have.
Until you say one word, then everything pop's up.
I've never fell in love before,
This is as far as I have gotten.
Sometimes I feel like crying but I know that won't get me anywhere.
I've watched you walk away, and wanted to stop you from going.
And I whisper to myself "I love you." softly,
So you wouldn't hear it anyway.
I didn't want to drive you away.
But everytime I want too,
The words just won't come out.
To you it may sound mushy or childishly cute.
You may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closed.
Then I try to tell you exactly whats on my mind
Yet I wish to tell you that I'm beginning to
Miss you more with each passing of the day
And that I want to be with you
Come whatever time in May.
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