Love Poem: Dead Man Attack Part 1

Dead Man Attack Part 1

The walls come crumbling down all around me.
The cold behaviors go back and forth.
Nothing seems more surreal.
Except these love hate games.
My pride keeps me bleeding.
Yet I come back for more.
Words seem to stick to me.
Now that I'm in too deep.
Let's settle the score.
Broken down with the rest of my dreams.
Secretly whispering to myself.
'I've fallen down. Someone please build me up.'
The dead man fills my head with screams.
'Nobody needs you anyway! Rip yourself apart!'
I'll cringe at the thought but please be considerate.
The terror has me crying so much more now. 
Drowning in my own river.
It's haunted me to the core.
This love has no where to go.