There are many things in my head but there’s only one type of dead Dead in the heart I’ve been loving too hard with that so easily bruised part I need to make it new (I need it renewed) I need to have it whole I need it happily fulfilled I need these scars to fade away but it’s an impossibility due to my inability to forget I wish I could I hate the way I’m only happy on cloudy days I hate the way there’s so much that I just can’t figure out There’s so much that I just cannot take There are so many things that I hate but they all rate below you Yes I hate you I’m lamenting the very day that I took my heart and gave it away I want it back I want the old me returned right away I want me back I want to finally wake up and not think of this breakup and finally breathe easily at last I feel another panic attack Another moment of having no hope at all Another time I find myself so freaked out and then I fall I’m falling down I hate the way I’m only happy on cloudy days I hate the way there’s so much that I just can’t figure out There’s so much that I just cannot take There are so many things that I hate but they all rate below you Yes I hate you I hate you Yes I hate you I hate you Yes I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you Yes Yes I do I hate you How does that make you feel? Well I hope it makes you feel twice as bad as you make me feel I feel bad I am so unlovable so untouchable so forgettable so forsaken I feel bad And I hope you feel twice as bad as you make me feel because I hate you Yes I hate you Yes I do I hate you because I’m dead in my heart