Love Poem: Crush

Crush

If i ever said i'm over you i lied.
If i ever said i didn't care i lied.
For what shines today does forever.
And you shine brighter each day relentlessly.

We met in an unconvincing way,
And for the first time my words were trapped 
And my face beamed with an unsual smile.
You were and still are the spark to my intuition.

I might not be the guy with words,
I might not be as gentlemanly as them,
Or have all you might need in a man,
Nor with a better game than my fellow admirers. 
I don't know the right words to make you see that every image of you runs my imagination wild
And your face deciphers all secrets to my stonecold heart.

It might be difficult to express all the love i have and want to give,
For your walls are so high to be climbed by my crippled words.
Even if they did, it might be too late
For the race for your heart is not only mine to run.

I am a little bit unsteady 
But my constant personality shift has nothing on you.
I can't promise a constant love even if we are together someday.
For my untamed feelings keep going rogue.
Though i fall in love a bit with someone new everyday.
The Love i have for you cannot be encapsulated in these words .

I love you and no matter how long it takes
I won't let you go!
Though i have always tried to blind myself from you
I'm always falling with my eyes closed.

Hope we be together someday