You made me live a life of hate and passion You’ve given me poison and I die from love. I no longer hear the birds songs nor see the sun’s rays Because you are no longer by my side You provided me with a world I had never seen. I know now that world was dead and full of lies, misery and pain. Now I cannot feel the caresses of anyone else. I accepted your lies because I loved you. I accepted the hemlock you provided every night and I became contaminated. I’m poison to myself and others. Oh Heavens above, forgive me, I still Want to taste that poison, even if it kills me.