Confusion of Love
Why must I suffer
Why must I love a girl with all of my heart but only fill Half of hers
Because I am unsure
If she likes me but loves some other person more
In my dream I dream a day that she is fully mine
But am I only acting out the saying that love is blind
Only time Can differentiate my feelings from the facts
Only then will I relax
But still I must ask
If I am everything
She wants and needs to see
Why does she hold on firmly to the portraits of the past
This question bothers me
It seems to me
That I can no longer be upset by these things I can only be disappointed by the actions I
consider wrong
But maybe I am wrong
For believing I can take someone and make them my own
And own
The key to their heart
Maybe I have not played my part I guess I could considered my yearning heart not useful
Or I can call it depressing art
Several times I have awaited a call
That did not come to me at all I wanted to ventilate my problems
But could not because the person I loved
Was not there to help me solve them
Or give me strategies to resolve them
But here I sit
Wondering what is next I found out some but couldn't figure out the rest
If two plus two is four
And one plus one is two
I guess you leaving me
Makes me half of you
This is what I feel
This is my craft I figured out something but I'm not good at math
So maybe you can correct me
And help me do the math.
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