Love Poem: Confused About Him

Confused About Him

Stuck in the middle
trapped and scared.
Does anyone see me?
Am I really there?
Thoughts racing.
Mind unvailing.
Blood rushing.
I'm coming undone.
Why can't I just pick one?
It's him I love,
but he doesn't love me.
His family has problems,
he takes it out on me.
I'm so confused.
Don't know what to do.
Maybe I need more time
to sit and think it through.