Love Poem: Confessions of a Bad Mother
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Written by: Camilla Williams

Confessions of a Bad Mother

The morning is here from the night of passion
the sickness i feel, i tried 2 calm down I tried to chill
But I'm nausea in a deep thought your touch, I don't feel
I tried not to stress but how can I tell my man? 
Will our relationship change

I pace back and forth praying day by day to menstruate
Our relationship is good i have no worries
but little did i know 3 weeks later
 i still didn't tell him he have a little bate
a week later it was too late

After still keeping it in I met up my ex 
which i thought will cover my story
but came to reality 
the father of my child is you,
the one that took my virginity

2 months later now he knows of is child
the pain that i have inside cause he doesn't want nothing to do me
Why did i put myself in this predicament?
I should of had an abortion
I start to play fight i get a call 
saying that you wanna be with me and our child
i let it one ear out the other although you were my first lover
i still wanna play fight doing thing that's crazy .......

...... Thought once again I wanna keep it but I'm unconscious 

ooohhh no I lost your baby