Alone I carry this burden of torment, but I share the weight of sorrow With those who’ll try to understand me. In vain, I use incoherent phrases and shattered thoughts to convey my painful flashes. Looking for salvation, I only find condemnation from those that I believe in. I struggle to surface but deeper I descend into the undertow. I scream out a name of security but no one answers. So I call upon my own, but silence deafens.