Love Poem: Come Back

Come Back

The pains starting to kick in now that i am all alone.
 I wish i could just take everything back and make it all how it use to be. 
I was so happy when it was just you and me.
 Everyones made these lies and rumors to make me look bad.
 I know thats the reason your so mad. 
You dont believe them but you dont wanna look dumb. 
I feel so broken inside. I
ts like when you left, a part of me died. 
I held it back for some time and i feel so stupid for not chasing what was mine.
 I acted like everything was okay like i was just fine.
 No adam, no. You have no idea baby you dont know. 
Your probably gonna laugh when you read this. 
If i ever get the guts to even email you this. 
Youll probably show your friends and have a laugh with them.
 To me, you were always that perfect him.
 I looked aside on your inperfections and made them perfect.
 I wish i wouldve told you, none of this was worth it.
 I never cheated. I never meant to hurt you. 
I shouldve told you the whole story. 
Maybe we would still be together, maybe we couldve lasted forever.
 Now your gone, and im all alone. Baby, come back.. you were my back bone. 
I never thought what we had, would ever end so bad.
 I miss all the memories we shared. At all the other jealous couples that stared.
 I miss being your baby girl, i miss being one of the important things to you in this world.
 Im not ready to through almost two years away,  i fell in love with you and i still feel the same way.
 You are and always will be number one. Please dont let me go. Im falling apart. I need you..
**Please do not correct my poem in any way I am only 14 I will learn from my mistakes but I was in a hurry just typing away what was on my mind.