Cant Live With It Or Without It
I'VE BEEN FORCED TO FACE ALOT OF TRUTHS THIS LAST YEAR
TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT REALLY MATTERS
WHAT GOOD IS A WORLD WITHOUT LIFE IN IT
FEELING COMPLETLY INEFFECTIVE
TRYING TO FILL THE VOID IN MY HEART
ABSORBING A DREADFUL LONLINESS THATS GRIPPING ME
WASTING PRECIOUS TIME
LAST OF MY COMPUSURE DISAPPEARING
DESPERATION MAKING ME LIGHT-HEADED
SO MANY MONTHS OF EMOTIONIAL TORMENT
FIGHTING TO HOLD ON TO A BIT OF HOPE
UNCOMFORTABLE WITH HEARING MY OWN VOICE
FRUSTRATED AND CONFUSED ALL THE TIME
LONGING FOR THAT IMMEDIATE COMFORT
A FEELING SIMILAR TO REASSURANCE
HOW MUCH MORE OF THIS CAN I TAKE
CHOKING BACK EMOTIONS TO AVOID CRYING
FEELING LIKE A RECIPEIENT OF PERPETUAL UNFAIRNESS
THE PERSISTANT PART OF ME TRUSTED IMPLICITLY
ENVISIONING MY REUNION WITH LOVE
CONSTANTLY VENTURING INTO THE UNKNOWN FOR
SOMETHING THAT MIGHT NOT BE THERE!!!
HMMMMMMM
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