Love Poem: Can My Small Voice

Can My Small Voice

Here we are again
With me with my small voice 
smaller still than it was before
Reaching deep into the darkness to find you 
to give you my hand and tell you that you are not alone
Here we are again
 with me believing with all my heart and soul that I can help you
my voice cracking and you can't hear it
 but my heart's so strong 
Reaching out 
so tired
 so weak and yet so willing to reach for you
even in my own fatigue and age 
 to reach out for you
 to let you know you're not alone
 it's going to be okay
everyday is such a miracle 
do you not see
 if you look for  how beautiful the morning is
How incredible it is at end of day
 the sun sets 
and this beautiful sunset
is it not more beautiful than you can believe 
is it not worth living for
 just to see it
I didn't 
I don't want to ask anything more from one day than a beautiful sunrise and a beautiful sunset
 and
 that I did I do something
 I got off the couch I did something
I accomplished at least one thing that I really wanted to accomplish in any day
That's how you survive
You get up and do one thing 
One thing at least
 that makes you proud
Dishes, laundry, paint something, fix something, help someone, clean something, brush your teeth, wash your hair, anything
and then go on 
one step at a time 
one day at a time 
not like the alcoholics call it but just believe in every single day
Give thanks for your pillow
Give thanks for your sheets
Give thanks for your water
give thanks for showers
 do you know  people used to only bathe once in awhile in cold water in big tubs...do you have any idea how incredible it is that we have hot water and you can stand in the shower
you want to give up life and yet the reality is if you just stand in the shower in that hot water you'll feel so much better and if you think about how much you should appreciate it
 that
that alone is enough to get you through at least one day
Please get through one more day
And then each day is brand new...just one more thing...do just one more thing you can be proud of as the sun sets
Do you over and over cause I think you are incredible
I think you are beautiful
I believe in you and my love has no end
Just like love is supposed to be
Somewhere out here in cyber security space
God gets to say just what he wants to 
I love you