Broken Hearted
She said all she ever wanted was to know the feeling of being wanted
all she ever needed in life was the one thing she knew how not to get
see she been through a lot and….
just didn’t want to go through life not experiencing love in its truest form
to her all that mattered was if she can have a moment leading to others where she
can give another person the title of “him”
pictures and stories told gave her a distant feeling of what it was like to be with
someone who made the night “stand still”
its not that she is too old but the youthfulness in her waiting ages second by second
Every night she dreams of a promise that leads to a life with a “Happily Ever After”
She even has this dream during the day at certain moments…
all she knows is that the success in her life seems to be in its embryonic stage and
only love can make it complete
Before she runs out of things to live for all she wants is something that’s worth dying
to
Everyday she sees the same people but there’s this one person she sees with a
different feeling each day
All these thoughts run through her mind but with just a little bit of uncertainty
So she looks at him and in turn he does the same..
One blink…then another blink…and the unspoken conversation is over
and as she looks away the sky darkens and the day is……over
as she walks away she tries to relive the moment and comes to the conclusion that
the next day is a new “conversation”
so as she walks to the same destination the next day all she could think about is
what was said in their blinks
then he looks up and her heart seems to beat almost three times before
because….there he was again
in her mind came thoughts of all sorts
He seemed like the right person..well dressed, looked successful, never walking with
the wrong crowd
but she asked herself if a step and a word was better than the blinks of last time
One thing that never changed was the fact that
She said all she ever wanted was to know the feeling of being wanted
all she ever needed in life was the one thing she knew how not to get
see she been through a lot and she never wanted to be the…..
Broken Hearted…….
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