Blind
Someone i care about allot
Her problems was self taught
She means the world to me
We are so close and it hurts to see
The pain she is suffering why must this be
We always talked she grew me up
Why cant her problems just stop
I dont know if she will make it through another day
Why cant her problems just go away
She looks to me for guidance and answers
It scares me to think that she might be to far gone
And the only person that can save her doesn't want to go on
She always talks about giving up and dying
And the only reason for holding on is the thought of her daughter crying
We are still close even though she is far away mentally
I try to talk to her but she doesn't here me
She always wants me around
But i cant deal with the pain
I beat my self up every night knowing
That she is not the same
Tears stream down my face like pouring rain
The love in my heart for her will always remain
We have been through allot thick and thin
I'm scared to think this is one battle i can not win
I search for words to say to make her pain go away
It kills me to see her this way, all i can do is hope and pray
I want her to get better but i don't know how
Its hard for me to help when she is in denial
She is losing her memory and her hair is falling out
She is shutting down this scares me without a doubt
I love her so much i don't know what to do
Let it be a dream i dont want this to be true
This problem she has turned my life upside down
Her once beautiful smile is now a frown
The next step, nervous break down
I need to help her and it needs to be quick
I need to take her pain away so she is not sick
How can you tell someone , they need to help themselves
Before you can get better and start feeling well
How can a person let them self go for so long
Without thinking nothing was wrong
God how could i be so blind that i could not see
That her life was changing in front of me
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