aim so sorry. im a bad friend. a bad person. i know. but i cant help how i feel. its natural. this isn't the first time. & definitely not the last time that i want what i cant have. so don't worry. i wont interfere. ill go back to secrets. nobody knowing whats really going on. ill be okay. i was every other time. or maybe i was lying to myself. i don't know. but who knows. maybe this time will be different.