Love Poem: Back Up

Back Up

In your attempt to search me out,
To question my love through your world of doubt,
Turn around and look at yourself,
Because the feelings you have now you've already felt,
They were there before I even came,
Your just looking for someone to blame,
So when I decide to walk away, 
Your left with the same feelings of yesterday,
When honesty looks you straight in your eyes,
And you hide underneath these piles of lies,
Don't look in my direction with hate,
I loved you, and gave you no reason to act this way,
Take care of your business, then come back to me,
And don't come back until you can treat me properly,
Because sweetheart, I'm not the one,
That mistreated you from the gun,
And I won't take your egotistical abuse,
When all I ever did was love you,
Don't ask for my opinion if you don't want to hear,
But here's the kicker, you wouldn't ask if you didn't want it, dear,
Because inside you know my love is real,
You keep coming back in order to feel,
Your back and forth motion has you runnin confused,
I honestly think you don't see what you do,
But does that mean I have to put up with this abuse,
Will your heart change if I up and left you,
Maybe this is for the best,
Because your stealing my peace and taking my rest,
And I have fought it over And over again for love sake,
But it has come down to this,,you put my life at stake,
And if you really loved me would you take the chance,
To ruin my heart from ever loving again,
So if you love me, you'll back up,
Until you realize the meaning of true love........