At My Window
I sit alone at my window
Living in my dark and lonely world
With no one to talk with
And share the sadness in my soul
My life has taken a wrong turn
Since the day you been gone
But in my heart you share my pain
I feel it when I sleep and wake at dawn
I hear you talking to me in my dreams
And my tears will not stop falling
I cry thinking did I deserve this pain
And all this hurt that I’m feeling
I wish I could talk to you
But I can’t tell you about my situation
So I live in my lonely world with my tears
With my anger, pain and frustration
You don’t know how I’m falling apart
And I’m so scared for my life
But I can’t hide my self forever
But without you its so hard to survive
Alone at night on my bed
Thinking about that terrible day
In silence with that vision on my mind
Playing over and over and wont go away
You said my pain is your pain
My tears is your tears
And my sorrow is your sorrow
And you will take away my fears
These words has kept me going
To help me face tomorrow
I’m just a lost souls living with fear
Will I ever get over this, idont know
I wish you was here to help me
If even just to talk for awhile
It would mean so much to
It might even help me force a smile
Now I’m sick and slowly fading away
How much more worst can it get
I am just a fool or a big joke
Living with judgments of regrets
Why did all this happen to me?
I never hurt any one
The pain is killing me inside
Making it so hard for life to carry on
The suffering I hide from the world
Has made my life a living hell
And I get use to pretending
So no one can look at me and tell
But I keep my faith in god
And one day all this hurt will go
But right now I seek comfort
Looking out of my window
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