As I Held My Silence
In view of my mirror
Lately you appear
Smiling at me
While I'm twirling my hair
But you aren't really there
In my dreamy rear view
As I find fulfillment
In everything about you
Holding you closely
Without your consent
Indulging in memories
When I'm feeling lonely
Reminiscing fondly
A million happy tales
Laughing all the while
At every milestone
Celebrating birthdays
Toasting graduations
Growing up together
As lifelong friends
Until things changed
When I found pleasure
In every hug and touch
Longing for more
Of emotional rush
Seeking sweet solace
In sound of your laughter
And dreams of lovers
In romantic fairy tales
Never saying a word
Except in my prayers
Then came the moment
Expressing deep regret
For not having the courage
To tell you how I felt
As I held my silence
On your wedding day
December 26, 2018
Placed 1st: Strand choice F contest by Brian Strand
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