Love Poem: Another Farewell

Another Farewell

All the signs are saying let him go
You don't even have the decency to let me know
One minute we're flowing, growing
Next I'm left not knowing
You said you need to some time alone
You may not answer the phone
You said you just need some time go within
So the healing can begin
Ok I'll give you some time
Parnonia has set in... has he done a crime?
Not agains the law but against my trust
Has he fallen into the trap of lust? 
What am I supposed to think
I'm searching for clarity, so I create the link 
You've disappeared
Something I've always feared
Let some in and they leave me
No explanation, they just flee
I miss you
This was out the blue
Even though it was my fear
For this I did not prepare
I want to believe that is gonna work.
That you'll hit me up and apologise for being a jerk
That you're sorry and theres no need to worry
You feel better now and things aren't as blurry
But my gut and heart know this can't be 
You see
Right now in life we need different things
And although that thought stings
I know one day we'll both get the love we deserve 
For now I'll sit back and observe.