And it begins again I know you're different You're not the same Yet fear seeps in I'm scared of pain Of restless nights Of endless tears Of racing thoughts No pain compares To that of knowing that I am not loved by you But a chance, I have not given you My heart, I have not shared Your eyes have not seen my love for you For it all, I cannot bear This is all thought out preemptively Emotion, I will not show This immense love that I have for you Is one you will never know