Love Poem: An Ordinary Girl

An Ordinary Girl

an ordinary girl

i am alone in this world that's being destroyed
this is proven time and gain
the sad truth is that it will be this way til the end
no matter that i've denied it and tried to make myself believe
ultimately the one whose 100% to me is me
only i know the way i feel even when words cannot say
i set myself up to think of it any other way
thoughts in my head to remind me 
of all the imperfections i possess\the feelings that overwhelm me
and make me second guess
i wonder if who i think i am
is who i am at all
every time these feelings disappear is when i seem to fall
i guess i should just accept it
if i don't i'm sure to get hurt
i am tied to these feelings forever
it is a heartbreaking curse
it would do me good 
to let be what is to be…
just face reality
i am not and will not be anybody’s world
i'm not anymore than an ordinary girl