Ambivalence
Often I think that time never comes back,
and so I accept the fact,
life has to move on,
certain thoughts hover on.
It takes decades to build such a strong relation,
It cannot be explained what makes you trust someone,
slowly settled to a point that, perhaps it's just a fascination,
The feeling got so strong, though the time wasn't so long.
Often I think that time never comes back,
and I was happy with it whatever be the fact,
Everything went against me, my friends began to hate me,
Still I didn't want to lose it, may what be the cost of it.
It was the first time I felt friendship being so strong,
doubted myself whether I am doing wrong,
But neither I bothered for the world, nor myself,
Just lived the moment coz I knew it wont last long.
Things turned altogether, friendship developed even stronger,
Is it love or infatuation, to be or not to be remains the question,
In my mind, there is a storm of ambivalence,
I lived it though, knowing that
Maybe it's my Perception, Maybe it's an illusion.
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