Always Away
He pushes me away
Every day
I can't stand
when he's not holding my hand
But he pushes me down
I cry with a frown
And as i run away
I can't stop to say
That i was in love
It must've been a mistake, i can't love
Not when he treats me this way
Oh he's pushing me away
And yet he took my breath away
When I saw him walk in today
Through my stomach was tight
I almost could pretend I was alright
But he took off without saying a word
As I stood there feeling so awkward, so absurd
He texts me his apology
Nice to know just what he thinks of me
That he can tell his phone much later
But it just makes the pain much greater
Cause though I've not shed a single tear
I feel like I've cried for many a year
He's supposed to be
My fantasy
The one to hold
when life gets old
Someone I can cry to, and let him cry to me
But nothing in my life plays out quite happily
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